Well They found out again and they want me to stop or leave the house. I try to tell them this isn't that bad and they don't listen. They just think is bad and I am wrong to do it or even think about it. I would like to tell them some how but they don't want to listen. They always say they want me to be happy but they don't let me do think like this that does. They want me to get help but I have tried that like around 3 year ago and it did nothing. What should I do or should I just try to stop which I some what want to but tried so many times to but never could. Even got help to stop and it didn't work. So if anyone knows how to stop tell me but I don't think anyone does. Or last just lay low until I can live on my own to do it. Sorry this is choppy and long but just hand to say this and get some feedback on it.