Well today got off to a rough start ... before leaving for work i forgot to pick up . replace my usual day time attire ( goodnites ) last night and ended up having to use an bring some of my night attires ( Tranq. ATN's ) with me to work .
now normally this wouldnt be an issue as the other 2 guys on my crew and 1 manager ( a long time friend ) know about my little condition but i picked up a shift for this morning , being it was a "holiday" here it was easy money.... so i thought.
the goodnites fit me well and show absolutely nothing in terms of signs of wearing anything out of the ordinary .. the ATN's not so much
i got assigned to a crew , which turned out to be a lead i know ...but doesnt know about "me" the other 3 guys ive never met but are well known in the company and are pretty high up on the senority list .
first flight in ( i work at an air port loading/unloading aircraft) i get in the bulk and just as the other guy crawls in behind me he notices my padded butt right away ( this aircraft we were in even if you sat on your butt your head will touch the ceiling ) and calls me out on it
i think i turned every shade of white before settling on strawberry ...
before i could get an answer out he does the dick move an shouts it out to the rest of the crew , i remained silent for the remainder of the off load but when i got out one of the other guys had my bag open an confirmed the other guy's accusation ..
wasnt much i could say or do other than give him flock for opening my bag , at least the lead i was with was sympathetic ... he did try to settle them down but these are the kind of guys that seem to think they need to run off an tell the world to which upon entering the crew room 20 min ago ... they did just that ...
never in my life have i ever wanted to just break down an cry like i do now ... not sure how the rest of my day is going to go , so far the people i do know an see regularly are just sitting back an ignoring the 3 idiots or coming up to me an asking in disbelief to which i tell them why i do wear
i dont foresee my self as IC , i do have some control ... just not enough to hold through a couple flights at night i do wet the bed whether i like it or not.
lets see how the next 6 hrs go ...