So here's the deal.
I've always had a certain interest for diapers and took a lot of pleasure in wearing them but, during the past year, something changed. A lot of things happened in my life that forced me to change my life-style: studies, trips, family issues, etc. This has greatly limited my opportunities to wear.
Today, I still have that deep down DL interest...but, each time I get the chance to wear, either I chicken out or I feel...ashamed of wearing and end up throwing the diapers away. I really want to wear again but my head plays tricks on me each time I think about it.
This has been going on for quite a while know and I'm really tired of such a tormenting mind game. And so, I humbly come to you, asking for your guidance.