This is pretty much my first post besides my intro so I'm trying to get a little more active than just lurking. That being said, I am a little confused where this really goes because I've seen these kinds of posts in both the AB and DL subforum so if I am wrong I am sorry.
As it's been discussed a million times, I want to try and explore this part of myself and go out and purchasing some diapers at local store. (I still live at home and my family is very intruding and don't really have the luxury of purchasing online at the current moment)
There are very certain points during my day or during the week I'll be accepting of myself. At night, I'll be 100% for idea of purchasing diapers, and then waking up the next morning or I start thinking how stupid I am for wanting to do it and back out. I feel like I should just go out and buy them and then when the urge comes back I'll have them? Should I just start with something smaller like a pacifier?