I have gone into stores multiple times with the intention of buying diapers, but I always seem to psych myself out before I pick them up. I mean it should be no big deal because I was a cashier before I could tell you that the cashier doesn't care what someone is checking out and they will probably forget about it before too long. I checked out adult diapers to people before and didn't have a second thought, but for some reason I still have it in my head that I would be being judged or something for buying them. And the people in the store don't really care either they are just there to get their stuff and I know that so I don't understand why I can't buy them.
I think I kind of have a sort of love-hate relationship with diapers. I love the feeling of them, but I hate the fact that I am so different from so many people. So I just want to know how I can finally end up buying diapers? It would be nice to hear how others first got the courage so that maybe I can too.