And I'm absolutely lost as to who I am anymore. I don't know how to explain how I feel, and I'm starting to scare myself with all these crazy emotions. I just really need someone to talk to, perhaps even walk with me through this transition in my life? I just want to be a 5 year old again in a poofy dress and playing with my horses. But that's not socially acceptable. I don't know what else to do, really.. Any advice as to what I should do? I'm a 19 y.o biological female, and I'm really freaked out as to what I should do.