I know I might be going through a binge/purge cycle, but I'm really frustrated with myself lately. I've been in a state psych hospital for 3 months and I finally got out. Since I've been home, regressing seems foreign to me. I haven't used my binkie once and I haven't touched my stash of padding. I even went as far as crying over how many diapers I have left! (My last order was for 2 bags of 20 something! I have a whole bag and a half left.)
I know I should keep my binkie...but I don't know what to do about all the diapers I have left. I'm not sure I'm going to use them all. Are they going to go to waste? Living at home makes it hard to hide them. Even though my mom knows about it, I'm still really embarrassed.
All of this is really bothering me. I don't know what to do. Will these feelings pass? Am I just done being little? D; Help.