I am a diaper lover although I have only been able to wear goodnight type diapers a few times because I still live at home with my parents are they are a little suspicious of my diaper wearing. However, the other day I picked up a package of ultimate poise pads out of curiosity & loved them. Every day now I have been wearing a few & wetting. Today I noticed after wetting it and uhh.. Rubbing around and feeling the wetness I pulled down my panties and noticed there was a decent amount of lady juice/cum... Gross but is this normal?