I've been doing a bit of reading and wondering.... is it possible to to be a fully integrated individual...you know, mosty have all the archetypes of psychological growth under control...and still be a regressive individual... weird? well it's got me wondering.
Now I feel I have achieved a reasonable balance in my life....you know pretty stable, psychologically, generally happy and with a sense of purpose, a pretty nice balance between my masculine and feminine sides, I'm considerate, caring, responsible, creative, hard working, I challenge myself, I take risks, I'm inquisitive, reasonably confident but not too cocky, competent at many things physical and intellectual....blahh blah blahh...you get it...pretty well balanced... and yet I'm an ABDL.....and having accepted this as part of myself, reasonably happy with that also (operating within strict and sensible boundaries of course)
Well what the hell am I going on about....hmmmm. You see, if I hadn't successfully breeched the developmental stages which I so wantingly revisit through regressive behavior, then how is it that I could have pulled the rest together so nicely, is it simply that I've been clever enough to patch it all together, or that perhaps I'm just delusional - lol....
Sorry, I know I'm speaking crap, but if you have any thoughts or intelligent insights, I'd love to hear them.