So, in the last week I've worn 7 of the first 8 diapers I have ever had. I've loved diapers since I was 2 or 3 but I finally did it and ordered some sample packs of Cushies, Teddies and Fabines. I didn't know what to expect. I've dreamed of diapers for years but I now have them. Anyway, yesterday I went diapered all day. Wore a Cushie for about 2 hours before I had to mess. I didn't want to waste a diaper and was afraid I wouldn't be able to re-tape it on after I went to the toilet so I reluctantly messed it. While it felt GREAT, like many people have said, clean up was hell and I don't think I'll be doing much of that anytime soon. Anyway, I then changed into another Cushie and wore it for about 4 hours and wet it 3 or 4 good times without a problem. Then I changed into a Teddy Bambino and wore it for 17 hours without a single problem. I wet it many, many times and slept all night with it on and I'm a side sleeper. I wore all of these diapers around the house under my clothes in front of everyone and nobody noticed. My real point is, I knew I loved diapers, I knew I wanted diapers but I didn't know that I'd want to wear them all the time! Well maybe not ALL the time but at least when I'm home. I didn't know how happy they'd make me. I've always considered myself AB/DL but when I'm wearing a diaper there is no DL thoughts in my mind. Diapers have always been a turn on for me but when I wear I just feel safe, secure and comfortable. I suffer from depression and when I'm diapered it all melts away and I'm happy for the first time in a long while. I may be hooked already! I changed out of my Teddy about an hour and a half ago and haven't felt the same since. I only have one diaper left and I'm saving it but I already feel like a part of me is missing. I think I may be addicted. I just didn't know diapers would make me feel so much happy!