Got some fucking depressing news trying on some new jeans today. I cant fucking fit in 32s anymore. Yes I'm turning into a fucking fatso. I am losing my mind here. I do not want to be this fat thing I am turning into. My mom and I just had a argument in which I said "should I just let myself go and wear 36s?" And she said yes. I rather be a scrawny, underweight thing than another fucking Dom LeLuise or Barry White.