Hello to all the ABDL community!
I just wanted to post for the first time and make an introduction. I'm a life-long DL originally from upstate NY and now living in Ottawa. I've been in and out of the ABDL scene since I was about 15, now I'm 30. It was nice to find when I was younger that my love for diapers was something I wasn't alone in. I'm sure as all of you know, it's a tough thing to come to terms with.
I'm posting here in hopes to meet others I can talk to so I can help be more comfortable with my situation. For years I hoped to find a female AB or DL with whom to share my life with. Unfortunately I've found the severe disproportion of males to females to be so discouraging that I've given up more times than I can count.
I'm not into the DL scene much these days as I'm in a long-term relationship which I'm not entirely happy in. As you can guess, the source of my unhappiness is largely because I don't feel I can share my DL side with my girlfriend. There are other reasons I haven't brought it up in the relationship, as there are many facets of the relationship I have my hesitations about. Let's just say that if I thought I could be happier with someone else, I'd probably change things a bit.
Well I'll leave it at that for now. I'm hoping to be able to be a part of the community here and find help sort out if the DL life is something I want to make a bigger part of my existence. I think it is... we'll see.
All the best to everyone here!