ok so i was reading on the forums and i think some other people have this issue.
When i first discovered masterbation i was wearing a diaper when doing so (i think my mind set was i wonder if i can make my self pee uncontrolably :\ when i came i thought i had done it and it felt great) but this was done by me rubbing my diaper. to this day i can not fap like normal people can. on top of all this i find no attration to men or women its just not there. now if i look at a girl in diapers i could be attracted and i just think there is something not right.
ive watched regular porn (not involving diapers) and have not see a blip on the attraction level it more or less grosses me out and makes me wanna puke. (not all porn does this just some)
my question is are there other people like me on the forums here and have you over come this to find women attractive or men for that matter.