So my friend, who will be referred to as N, we've been hanging out for two years now. Well back then we decided that we wouldn't date each other. So I searched for someone while she looked for someone. My attempts always ended in disaster while she would get boyfriends every other week. Well eventually, we got so close that I told her THE secret (that I still use binkies). She's fine with it and she promised to not tell anyone. Well we have gone through some fights (one major), but we are still close friends.
But ever since she has been trying to go after one of my guy friends, to the point of obsession, I just started to get feelings for her. She's been going after jerks wishing for someone nice, when that nice person is right there. Even everyone that knows us ask why we don't go out. I'm just so confused. By asking her out would break the promise we made years ago. And on top of that I might be moving in a few months. I just don't know right now.