My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 6 months. I love him more than anything.. But he is a DL , And I am not. It has lead to fights, and (to him) looks of disgust out of me..
I`m very understanding to him, but I went from being a girl,not knowing what ABDL stood for, to having this all dropped on me at once. It was more of a " hey im DL, this is what it is, accept it. " ( Not quoted obviously, just a summary ) When he first told me, I took the time and talked with him on what it was, and why he does it. We still have little talks here and there ..
Im just having trouble with accepting some things..
One example, is him wanting , and him actually wetting the diaper.. This really bothers me. GREATLY bothers me..
Telling him not to do it, would make me feel like a bad person. Like im telling him to change.. I`d never try and change him for who he is. And wearing a diaper, with no pants. Im still not used to him wearing them in general.. I dont mind when he wears them with pants.. But its the comments he makes while hes wearing them and seeimg him act helpless, gets to me..
Its hard to explain how I feel, but I just want to cry all the time .. I really want to accept him.. Every part of him . . i love him so much.. more than i can put into words.. I just feel so bad..