I have been open with my girlfriend over the past few weeks about my adult baby side. Sad part is Sarah wants no part of it. I haven't told t her specifics about diapers and stuff like that but I have expressed wanting to be hugged a bit more and things like that every now and again. she seemed to really understand that part because after all the stress and the times that I've had to save her from suicide attempts, I think she understands the amount of stress I'm under although but shes not too big on physical contact due to some sexual abuse that happened as a kid, she seems to think this can be erased with medication and therapy. She already sees a therapist for her mental issues and seems to think that this is dumbing me down that I'm no longer smart. she thinks I should be able to overpower this without help.
not that it's essential but finding a person that is at least willing to understand my AB side and letting me indulge in it with her every now and again would be nice.
is there any other way I can go about this?
feel free to move thread I was originally going to bring up lot more specifics.