OK, a little back-story:
I'm 22 and still live at home because I'm legally blind and can't work and don't make enough money off disability to rent a room. I've been AB/DL as long as I can remember. I actually liked diapers when I was a toddler and never really wanted to get trained. Anyway, I've lusted for diapers ever since and besides swiping a few baby diapers from daycare as a kid have never worn one.
Anyway, I think I have lost my mind! I ordered 2 Fabines off of ebay and they should be here sometime between tomorrow and Monday and I'm starting to think it was a terrible idea. I'm SO nervous someone else might open the package and I will be screwed!