Hello. I'm 18 year old, bisexual female living in the U.S. (Illinois). I'm also a furry. I'm a Cher fan, who is interested in the supernatural, spirituality, medical studies, psychology, animals, plants, prehistory, and the like.
As for being possibly AB, I've always been looking for a "mother". I love toys, such as stuffed animals and the like, as well as baby blankets. I love to be taken care of, and yes, I do love to be babied (although I'm often afraid to admit it to most). I often feel like crying when I fall down, but don't as it's not socially acceptable. I always felt young. It's not quite that I don't want to grow up, but at the same time it is, and it's hard for me to understand what being 18 means, especially with how young I feel. I also have had fantasies of being a child of someone I like (not sexually, just like), or being a pet's puppy or something along those lines. Interestingly enough, I had one dream in which I was searching for my true self. I found a baby as myself. This was long before I had even heard of AB.
I can, however, function for the most part when needed, despite a strong urge to be taken care of. In some ways people would even describe me as wise for my age (some would say naiive though too), and I do have mature interests, but at the same time, I never quite grew out of plushies.
I came here because I strongly suspect I may have a bit of baby in me still. I want some help coping, and want to know if these are common experiences or not.