I usually don't post new threads but i could use i few words of support. My girlfriend and i just parted ways because i have been living in Israel for the last 2 1/2 years and i miss the the US too much. she was the most amazing girl ever and we were both sad to split up. she couldn't come with me because she was starting uni. Two months ago i took a ten meter fall while climbing and I've been in a rehab center for my injuries since and that really poured the stress on her and caused us both to get depressed.
She was always so good to me and she even dealt with my diapered side so well even though she didn't like it all that much. She put me in diapers and babied me whenever i wanted.
Anyway, now i have kept my self diapered for a week with no sight of stopping and while at home i even mess. I been thinking a lot abouth this side of me and how much it affects my love lif and potebtial for maybe finding a diapered soul mate. I hate this part of me. sitting in a dirty or wet diaper. never feeling right with out a diaper. getting turned on by diapers. i haate it. I try so hard to accept my self but it's so damn hard.
The only good news is i get as many free diapers as i can steal from the hospital... but by and by life just sucks right now. I have started anti depressants though and i hope they help soon.
thanks for any help, baby benji aka babyscrat