I am being open about myself because theres no point in not being open about things. I have a hard time introducing myself but I am gonna try to be as outgoing as I can. If it seems I am rambling too much forgive me. I am really shy about even posting this. I am making it detailed as I can. I will also honestly answer any question you ask me unless you ask for information like my name and facebook page or whatever. I don't have a problem giving it out but I want to know a person to be comfortable about it. Perdon my people skills...I am not usually good at talking about myself.
I named this basically what it is because I'm a man of simple taste and I am not good at making up names for thred posts or introducing myself. I am going to try to be as open about myself as possible beacuse im not ashamed of who I am. I am the kind of guy who rarely puts anything in the subject box when sending an email. I came to this site because my wife thought I should join it. I have come through here and read several things on here before so I don't see why not. First of all to get to know the most about me you should probably know my hobbies. I am a pretty active layabout. When I get out I am the most active guy out there but when I sit down and lounge good luck getting me up for anything unless your dying. I work very hard. I am a member of the military though I wont say what branch yet but when I get some rest and relaxation I take those 2 words seriously. I like to fix computers. Sure its a line of work but I don't consider it work. Computers are a passion of mine. I play the card game Magic the gathering and am a very avid collector of fire arms and I love my 2nd amendment right. Going to the range on the weekend is a great way to cut loose and be stress free because if your shooting like I do the only thing on your mind is hitting that target. It gives me time to clear my head and come back to whatever is stressing me out fresh and clear headed. If im not stressed I can still come to work with a clear head and feeling better about it being Monday. I love playing PC games...in fact its the whole reason I got into fixing computers to start with. I have had a very rough time growing up and I come from a rough background and a bad family and will probably talk about later on unless asked for more information on that.
When it comes to diapers its complicated but started with bed wetting. I started using them out of my own free will because I don't like cleaning so it was a logical alternative compared to washing sheets more often. I was around 11 or 12 when this was going on and anyone finding out was my greatest fear. At around 14 my step mom found out and seriously degraded me to the point that it sort of scared me and made me fear diapers all together. I stopped wearing for night time use right then and there. Later on down the road I had a place of my own and would wear on and off every now and then but i still had hard time doing it. My night time wetting problem seemed to come back a few years ago when I was with my ex. I was trying to be an honest and forthcoming dude and let her know about it because I don't want a relationship based off of lies. She told me I should probably consider wearing diapers so I got back into them for night time use for her. I thought I had her support and she seemed to genuinely care about me. She turned around and told a bunch of friends of ours and went behind my back and cheated on me. My wife was her roommate at the time and heard every thing she said about me and a lot of it was pretty degrading. Well I ended up talking to my wife and we got together a few weeks after me and my ex broke up. Since she knew everything already she knew what she was getting into when she said yes to being with me. I also have some emberassing storysa I might share. I consider myself an ab/dl and a sissy because these 2 things are part of the diaper experience that I am trying to experiment with. My ex also awakened the sissy side of me by asking me to wear some of her clothes in her absence to feel closer to her. I find a lot of the clothing and things to be very comfortable and a good way to get away from everything. I have found that I like diapers better then regular underwear or boxers because they are more comfortable and more functional and a lot more convenient. I am just trying to overcome the physiological barriers and stigmas that go with wearing them. I would eventually like to wear 24-7. In the ab/dl part of my life my wife is my mommy. I am not used to saying it like that. I usually say mother. Now that I think of it theres several reasons I think I joined this site but Im not sure about any o them it just feels like a slight combination of many things. I would sort of like to possibly meet other people who are into ab/dl stuff. This website is also kind of a place to talk about it and that might help me feel better about wearing diapers and maybe give me some insight and advice for partaking in these activities Its kind of complicated just like all of my history...I feel good and bad but I'm trying to get rid of the bad. As I think about what im writing I don't understand how its supposed to make sense to you so I apologize but im not good at describing mixed or good feelings.
I am gonna talk about my wife because shes one of the things I care most about. I have never seen such dedication in a woman. We went to school together and she has toughed it out with me through some of the toughest times I have ever had. She saw me lose my car. She was there for me to get kicked out of my place. She was also there while I was homeless for nearly 8 months. Every park bench I slept on she was there with me. She supported me all the way through boot camp and always stuck at my side so I would choose no other woman to have at my side. I will let her go into greater detail about herself though.
I am not gonna post a sob story about my bad experiences unless they are asked for. I have been through a lot of things people cant imagine I don't have a problem talking about it but I am only saying it to people who express they want to hear. Unlike a lot of other people who have been through bad crap I am outgoing about it because I hope someone can learn not to make some of the mistakes I made.
Little random tidbits about me
My favorite PC games consist of any fallout games any mass effect games Rainbow 6 vegas 2 and borderlands. I also play a lot of saints row. I am considering the starwars MMO. Old Republic I think its called. My favorite movies are movies like Black Hawk Down and Gladiator. I watch a lot of bond as well. My favorite food is pizza or a good burger such as one from five guys or white castle. I love food. I am not fat because I got a fast metabolism.
I don't know how I should end this so go ahead and just ask questions and I will answer them.
Oh and pardon me for making you read this much. Im a complicated guy. Im happy to be here an will try to contribute to discussions when I can.