So, my girlfriend of a few months has recently become aware of the whole babyfur side of me, and she loves it. She has even gone as far as to take the role of 'mommy' and everything. She's completely ecstatic. She changes me, she feeds me, the whole nine. And, to many of you, this is your most-wished-upon fantasy. That's all well and good. But as all fantasies go, when applied to real life, there's a large chance it hits a few snags that your perfectly-scripted-while-in-your-head fantasy did not.
My girlfriend is a little too excited about all of this. And when I say too excited, I mean she's been gushing to her friends. Which so happen to be my friends. I have friends of ours coming up to me left and right and throwing the occasional light-hearted joke and giggle and "D'aww that's just too freakin' adorable!"
Which, again, is great and all.. They could be taking it worse.. But I mean..
...my girlfriend's telling people... Telling people who could tell other people.. And it's not like I can take it back. 9 or 10 people who didn't know a month ago now know and actively demonstrate that they know (hehe, a few bum pats. xD.. but that's besides the point!) We both have an extremely accepting group of friends. But now there's a very elevated level of paranoia.
My girlfriend has entrusted 9 or so other people with the excruciating details of this side of me and how it plays into our relationship *blushes* And I mean.. all it takes is for one of them to slip to someone else outside of our friend group, and then -boom- wildfire. The chances of me being exposed to a lot of people I do not want to be exposed to have skyrocketed.
Guess all that glitters is not necessarily gold.
Interesting predicament I'm in.