Since joining this site I've been thinking. As a MtF transgendered (taking the broad view on that label lol) I've worn pads to save my undies as I'm lactose intolerant and it saves me some ruined undies. My question is could the one lead to the other? I got over the self consciousness of wearing a pad a few years ago and I'm wondering if that could have saved me from the inner turmoil that is normally associated with an alternate lifestyle. Even could the MtF TG have made it more acceptable for me to wear a diaper or pullup and not feel like I'm doing something wrong.
Any thoughts on this, or anyone of a like mind?