Hi... man this is weird, I feel sorta exposed even though you all share my interest in some way... but hey, I'm just a shy person by nature.
I guess to start, a few things about me... I graduated from college in May, and have what most people would consider a great job, but there are still things about it that drive me nuts, as all jobs do. XD My job is in a techie sort of field, but more routine (read: boring) stuff than the video game programming I went to college for. I am also a furry, and identify as a coyote. :3
By far I consider myself a gamer, and more recently a furry (name makes sense now, right? :P), but I have far too many random interests to list. I like a good story, and I also take occasional stabs at writing stories or drawing things, though I always hate my own art. And I love to discuss dreams, the paranormal, or philosophy in general. And just about anything sufficiently geeky.
So why diapers? ...how do I explain without it crossing into TMI territory? I'll put it delicately: It's not so much the diapers themselves, as it is what they're used for. *blush* My history with them has been rocky, with binge-purge cycles like the best of em... Only a couple weeks ago did I finally open up to my closest friend about it, and as it turns out, he's made a couple online friends with the same interest and doesn't make a big deal out of it.
The relief I got from that is more than I can explain with words... even though I don't bring it up casually with him and have no plans to tell anyone else I know, it finally broke through the guilt and shame I felt over it myself. Last weekend I finally managed to enjoy a guilt-free night with a diaper on, and I plan to try wearing one to bed tonight. :3 Now that the guilt isn't there, I find there is a level of comfort there that I just never noticed before... there were too many conflicting emotions at the surface before! So who knows where things will go from here. Still strictly DL for now, but have nothing against AB.
Wow, I've rambled plenty for a shy coyote! Uh... guess I'll just say, nice to meet you all! I don't know how much I will post... even on other forums I tend to lurk more than post, but the site cut me off from lurking until I registered! XD Wouldn't mind making some friends, though! ^^