I've been into this lifestyle for 12 years now and I've finally come to a point where I'm completely bored with it. When I 1st was bored with this, I started buying clothes/paci/bottle/etc and that helped some. Now, it's like I wear just to wear and use them just to use them, and it kinda sucks. I've never met another abdl in person, but I'm wondering if that's what I need to do to not be bored anymore. Any suggestions?