Three times this month I have had accidents where I have messed myself. I am not feeling sick or anything. I have not changed my diet. I have just been messing myself accidentally. Over the years I have had issues with IBS and having the strong urge to go maybe three or four times a day. Sometimes no matter how well I clean back there I always have stains on my boxers later.
I already deal with very slight urinary incontinance. I take a leak and stand there shaking for a minute or two to make sure everything is out but I always drip a wee bit in my pants. And throughout the day I deal with very small leaks.
It's gotten to the point that I am seriously considering padding up 24/7. My main issue is work. I work security and my booth is a ways away from the bathroom. The bathroom is in the Scale House and my booth is across the parking lot. It would not be easy to change if the need arises. Has anyone else had similar situations.
Now I admit that I have a fetish for diapers for a long time. I have fantasized about being fully incontinant from time to time. I have not done anything to myself to cause this other than daydreaming. I know it's a serious issue for some.