So, I have been gone several weeks, not in a place where I can get internet, but for the next day or two I will be at a relatives house. So I will take this time to ask still more questions. o.o
Firstly, some of these may cause someone some offense. This is NOT intentional, I ask so that I may understand,
I have seen hyponosis tapes online for things like bedwetting. And I hear of many wanting to start bedwetting. But my question is.Why? I mean, what if you say, have to stay at a relatives house, or a friends for some reason. Try explaining your diaper if they catch you while you sleep on the couch, or why their couch smells of urine. Seems becoming a bedwetter is a really bad idea as you may find yourself in situations where you can't wear, or are at someone elses home, etc. So my question is, while I can understand why it would be pleasng, why sacrifice such control over yourself when it will likely bite you in the butt?
I have seen similar things with pacifier dependence. Where they sell hypnosis files to make one depend on a pacifier emotionally, etc. And have seen people on this site who seem to want just that.But this seems even worse than bedwetting, and it is likely to be harder to hide. A diaper can be hidden by pajamas...but try explaining it when a relative/friend walks into your room while you are asleep and sees you with a paci in your mouth. Let alone i you get truly depenedent you will get urges to do things like that in public. This is a problem I have myself. I am scared a bit that sometime one of my nephews might come visit in the morning and walk in on me without me waking. I usualywake up before they even get out of the car, trailer has thin walls, I can hear them pull up. But it scares me how my little nephews, 1-5 would react if for some reason, such as me being sick, I didn't wake. So I have 2 questions regarding this.
What can do to help prevent this. And why would you want to become dependent on something you are likely to get discovered with.
Seeing a therapist, but my grandmother is the one I really open up to the most, and talking to her about it helps me get used to talking about it, which helps me open up more with the therapist. One of her theories is that it involves a need for safety due to my stressfull life. Another is that as a small child, between 1-4 was when I was just being diagnosed with Panhypopituitarism, undergoing all kinds of tests, etc. They were testing my eyes a bit or I had some surgery and I had to wear an eye patch and rotate the eye it was on, noo one knew I was born blind in one eye so half the time I was blind before that ended. (Gee my toddler is bumping into things and is acting like he can't see when that eye is covered...hmm...he'll be fine, no need to consult an eye doctor...Not sure how they DIDN'T think to get some eye tests done but meh.) Then all that bloodwork and testing for my unknown medical issues causing all kinds of problems while I was a baby and toddler...She thinks it may have been traumatic. Wonder if that could play a role. Oppinions? (Therapy, yes but I am just asking if you personally think that could be part of it. I like peoples opinions.)
I spoke of my fear of being discovered when I talked about pacifiers above, if I was found out and a lil nephew told their mom, any advice on how to handle it? One of my sisters might well stop having me watch her kids tihnking me a bad influence, she often over-reacts. She threatened it when Skylar asked me about the book I was reading, the bible, and I told him about god. Aparently for a few days he seemed to think he didn't have to listen to his adoptive father of sorts (her boyfriend, fiancee...whatever they are.) because of his "invisible dady" and she blamed that on me for some reason. (I obviously never told him he shouldn't obey his dad that is ust something he came up with for a few days.)
Regarding my above question, anyone ever been caught by a family member?If so, how did you handle it? Any advice you could give me from that exirience? Something not to do that you did, something you should have said or did to help and regret not doing? Any dvice in general?
Should that happen, how could I best get them not to tell anyone? Sure I could tell them I got it for snoring or other medical reasons they seem to sell them for in europe. (I hear in germany most pharmacies sell Nuk 5's "Medic Pro") But then I could see one of them saying to their mom or dad that they needed one because they snore, teeth grind, etc. etc. which would raise "where did you hear that?" and obviously I could see one of them saying. "I don't know, Someone told me but it wasn't uncle ronnie I promise" or some other such thing TRYING to cover for me but giving me away in the process. So any advic on how I coud explain it to a child to get them to not mention it to anyone if that did come up?