Jan 1 will be the start of a brand new life for me. I will officially begin living 274/7/365 as a sissy AB. I am lucky beyond words as I am NOT alone in this. My GF of 12 years and her adult daughter are100% in favor of this and have even composed a contract that will be signed by all 3 of us detailing what I will be doing, NOT doing, how I will be dressed, care and naps for me, punishments etc. It details some aspects which are more along the lines of traditional femme dom but I love that as well.
Over the next year I will be building a crib, playpen and high chair. We are ordering dresses and a complete layette from an incredible lady in Pennsylvania. I am her first AB but she is very enthusiastic to design and sew for me, including all the nursery/ layette items. She normally sews belly dancing costumes but made me an incredible HUGE multi-layered peignoir set that is pure heaven to wear. We then decided to write her and tell her about my baby fantasy and she jumped right in board.
I just received the first item of a gorgeous reversible satin bib that has one side adorned with ruffled lace and beaded embroidery(facing out when nursing) and the reverse side is plain cotton for when I am eating. I use a baby spoon so accidents do happen.
All my Christmas presents were baby toys- a rattle, coloring books, a push scooter with little weeble- wobble riders, a set of pretty colored stacking cups and a set of duckies for my bath time.
Yes this is really happening and I am hoping it will get even deeper so there is no way out. I clearly stated that there was no safe word and that the ladies in my new world were in total and absolute control.