This has been something on my mind for a while now, and I've noticed more and more as I've begun to accept my life as a semi-closeted AB/DL.
I am beginning to find myself taking more risks when it comes to people almost finding out about my secret lifestyle. I only remained diapered within the confines of my house, however I have started going out and about while wearing, and even wetting, my diapers.
I also never considered buying AB/DL products online, as I was afraid someone could find out. However, I now own a Nuk 5 pacifier after purchasing it online AND I am hoping to purchase some more AB/DL products in the future.
And even now, I am currently back up north to stay with my mother for the holidays (who, I've mentioned before on this site, KNEW I was an AB/DL and didn't like it) and my Nuk 5 paci is in my carrybag, wanting desperately to be suckled.
I keep finding myself walking the fine line between keeping my secret safe and being caught in the act. Has anyone else beginning to notice a similar patterns in their lifestyle, or is it just something I'm experiencing on my lonesome?