I am struggling to come to terms with what happened at my elementary school. why my town, why my old school, why innocent first graders? I am a person of faith, but struggle to see God's purpose in such reckless carnage. I have not been able to get back to Newtown yet and wont be until after christmas. I am with my AB boyfriend for now, but he chooses to cope with tragedy like this by blocking out all information about it and has been an emotional stick in the mud.
Some emotional support would be appreciated, as would be some prayers if you are so inclined.