So,before i get into the serious matters, let me say that im SOO SORRY that i've been inactive for some long and that im ALSO sorry too come back and have the first thing i write is me crying and being upset. Also, if this SOUNDS like a personal add let me say ITS NOT because ITS NOT.
anyways.. for the past week or so, i have been feeling down in the dumps.. really just in the gutter, because it feels like im the ONLY AB/DL on the earth (clearly that is not true because there are 100s among 100s of websites)
But.. it feels like there is NO ONE in the AB/DL world that i can relate too. and i feel alone because of it
and than.. because i AM A BABY.. it feels like not having that "Mommy,Aunty,Big sister" here too help me.. is making me feel WORST.. so it feels like im sad/angry at the same time.. and i'll even be so bold as to admit that im starting too get Jealous of OTHER AB/DL that DO have a "Parent figure"