Hey, so about 7 months ago i decided to leave this site. I also decided to stop wearing diapers altogether. But unfortunately i've found out that this really isn't something you just stop.
I told my parents about this and i guess was seeking acceptance, which i got. But i think that acceptance went to my head and i started to wear all the time around them. Especially my mom who told me that i seem to be regressing or something to that effect. So she talked me out of it and i told her i'd stop. Which i did.
I've been having dreams about them quite regularly recently and thinking about the all the time. I know it's a part of who i am but i just haven't fully accepted it yet. The times when i am ok with it, i seem to overendulge and become antisocial. But since i've stopped i've been a lot more social but distracted at the same time. I think what i really need is to find a healthy balance of the two...
So, with that said, i've sort of started talking to my mom about it, but i work a weird shift so we're going to save it for friday when it's just the two of us and i'm going to explain to her that i wanted her acceptance but took it too far after i got it and sort of abused it. She's suggesting therapy to get rid of the desire, how do i explain to her that i really don't think it's something to be "cured"? It's like trying to cure homosexuality, it's part of who i am and it can't be cured.