Hello I am in my early 30's and married. I have worn diapers nearly all my life, not always constantly but I've never been able to stay out of them for more than a year at a time. I used to have binge/purge cycles but have now progressed to the point where i always have diapers around and always wear one to be and usually have one on around the house. I don't know if this is a step forward to accepting that I am tied emotionally to wearing diapers, but that's how it is. I don't know, would any of you say that I actually "need" diapers or that it is just a pshycological crutch that i need to overcome eventually. I'm not even sure overcoming this is something that I should do or would be a good thing. Sometimes I feel that I will be wearing diapers forever and will eventually get to the point that I physically depend on them, at other times I feel like I never want anything to do with them again. But I always find myself wearing one. I haven't heard of many stories where someone was able to quit forever, but there's a first time for everything right?