I've seen this mentioned various times, but I don't think I've ever seen it posted in it's own thread. So, yea, are you glad you like diapers/acting like a baby?
I used to hate it. There was a time when I wanted nothing more than to never wear another diaper ever again. Over time I slowly came to terms with my abdlisum, through this site and others. I like it because of how it can make me feel. Sometimes, when I'm going to sleep, I imagine being tucked in, or gently rocked to sleep by gentle loving arms. Other times I like to pretend that everyone in the world is really just a baby, crying out for affection; and if everyone were just to be put back in diapers, everything would just turn out ok.
I know that's... well, stupid. It's not that simple, and, more importantly not everyone would actually enjoy it. But sometimes it's nice to pretend that a soft diaper and a hug could fix everything, if only for a short while.
I've suffered from ADHD and major depressive disorder, and these thoughts have helped me out greatly in these areas. Even my outlook on life has been affected for, what I believe to be the better, by being an ABDL. In particular, my views on homosexuality. I used to think that allowing anything of a sexual nature to go uncontrolled would undo the delicate fabric of society, however that's supposed to work. While I am straight and can only speculate on what it must be like to be gay/lesbian, I think I can sympathise. I'm a 'freak,' and would find it emotionally devastating to have people know my secret, spread it around, use it to hurt me... I never asked or for this, it just happened. I can see how it leads to suicide.
Anyway, before I veer too far off topic, I'll ask you: do you like being an abdl? If you could throw it away, would you?