Ok this is a weird topic but when I was younger I was very obsessed with diapers and now as I am older I am more obsessed with the baby side of things. Is there anyway that I can like diapers more like I used to? I would really like to be able to feel what most of us feel when we put a diaper on. To me when I put a diaper on its just a diaper and nothing special. So what I want is that special feeling back. Can anyone help me?