I need to go off on a rant here and I really would like you guys to listen so please grab a good drink and a diaper cus this will take a while.
Ok to start off I right an ESE bus because of my vision but mostly because if I were to ride a normal one I would be fighting. Well when the school year started I got a nice bus driver seemed to know what he was doing, that lasted for about a month or so and then the s**t hit the fan.
I started to get sub bus drives, some good, some really sucked and this has continued up to now. I got fed up with it and started to walk home wish works ok but my mommy and daddy worry. So, I ride the bus in the morning well even now that's having it's problems because there is this little punk on there that apparently I looked at him the wrong way and now he wants to fight me and I don't want to fight him becuase I could end up really hurting him because how strong I am. There's problem one.
I have a friend named Joy but she goes by Ham and she is in 9th grade. She is a sweetie girl alittle weird but hey arn't we all? Well resently she told me and a good group of friends of mine that her father is a sex offender, I don't know if Joy has be abused by her father but it's a possiblity. Now we are learnign that son of a b**** wants custedy of Joy. Today as if things weren't bad enough she told us that her mom is abusing her aswell and she was to the brink of tears when she told us. She was crying when she asked my friend Jasimine if she could stay just for a few days and I hope that works out ok.
I walk home from school and it's a 30-40 minute walk and I have started to get people yelling at me as I walk home calling ma a fag because I am bi and today some punk apporched me and said he wanted to fight I ignored him and then he got serius and I just said "F*** it what do you want, an apology, money?" and he asked how much I had and I gave him $6 bucks and walked away. I am learning that there is a local gang around here and they might be scouting me to join because of my size and straingth.
I am not going to join I don't want anything to do with a gang, I have my own with my friends at school, nice people that respect me even after I told them I was an infantilist.
So you see what I put up with and I know some of you are saying that you have it worse and I can believe that i've read what some of you are going though and I know how much it hurts.
So there's my rant please comment and try to help me out if you can or atleast try to cheer me up alittle.
Thank you for reading.