Hi im Richard posted a while ago in the intro
i'll get to it,
im just have conflicting issues about being here but thats probs the underlinin story for most here.
pls bare with me im an extremely logical person i show no passion in person or in writing, no good in an artistic way but im good to have around in an emergency or to talk to if u have something mental that u just cant talk about i'll listen an wont judge at all.
over the last few years i feel ive started to live like a recluse because of this stuff, like i dont belong to this society, like no1 is to be trusted like ppl r just waiting to catch me out, everyday i feel like im running away hopin not to get caught engagin in this, its like i think im gunna get lynched for it or i'll get known as the guy that wears nappies
there stupid thoughts but they plague me an make me hide myself away, i can c it happening but i cant stop it and i dont kno y.
i wud have thought at 29 id have all this figured out an be at least a little happier or more confident.
my friends think im crazy cuz i dont give a crap about money or expensive things but thats cuz they dont kno its peace of mind want more than anything
i want to accept this so bad now i just dont kno where to begin
dunno if theres a proper question there just feels good to ramble sometimes, especially cuz i cant talk bout this to kno1 i kno.