So after some thinking, I have decided to leave for a week or so and if that works out maybe forever. I really want to try and get over this fetish and just be normal. You guys have been such a great help in my quest to find myself In this whole ordeal, and I cant thank you guys enough.
I think I am going to just go cold turkey and hopefully that may work, but if it doesnt then I may be back. But yeah thanks everyone for their support, and you guys are all great!
I might come back if this doesn't work out so, if I see you guys later cool and if I don't then I wish you all the best of luck!