does that make me not a very good AB?
I mean it's about acting like a young child and completely giving up control for security right? And as someone with a lot of younger siblings I know they 'give up control' in their diapers a lot. But I really don't like the pooping part of going in a diaper - for me it's about being made to feel safe and secure like somehow just one thing (and one person if you have a Mummy/Daddy) can take away all stress and keep you safe from the problems of grown-up life forever. But pooping doesn't give me that, it just leaves a nasty smell and big clean-up and feels really uncomfy in my diaper so I don't feel safe and secure as much in them.