Yesterday ranked as one of the worst days I have had for quite some time. My pre-order of Black Ops II didn't arrive, added to a crap work shift, I was really looking forward to chilling out on the Xbox with my friends.
Not the end of the world but still, it was something that really made me quite angry.
I was then told by my dad that I was cooking everyone dinner. No big deal. I like cooking, except our kitchen resembled something like a bomb site. Three calls of some help to clean up went unanswered, so not only did I have to cook everyone dinner, I had to clean up the mess my brother and sister had made that morning before they went to work and school.
Then I had to visit my nans that we do every Tuesday. We play card games basically for 2 hours and I try my best to grin and beat it, except my brother and sister began to pick on me, saying how lazy I am and I do nothing at work and when I responded saying I do more work then they do in the house, they laughed at me and told me to shut up and get a life.
Now. I love my family, but I almost walked out in anger because this happens almost daily now, and I don't know how to deal with this, without causing further arguments.
For the record, I am a catering assistant for a small indipendant business which requires a lot of work in order to keep things ship shape. My sister actually got sacked because she was lazy and didn't take her job seriously. It's not the best job in the world, and I am looking elsewhere, but I always value my job and am thankful I am recieving some income.
I am just sick of being targeted like this. I do more housework then them both and yet I am made to be the bad guy. They even make homophobic jokes about me which really gets me mad. I haven't told them I am gay and whether the realise or not, it really hurts me emotionally and I just don't know what to do anymore.
I'm sorry if this rant has lingered on but I really need some advice. I feel like shit all of the time and the only time I am happy is when I am talking with my boyfriend on Skype
*hugs to all and thanks for reading*