I cant stay some where what im not im not welcome to come on so this is why i decided i will be clossing my acount i dont want to be part of the adisc comuinty no more if ive tryed to help you guys out and all i got was you saying shit behind my back sorry but i rather leave this site now. and go my own path i have friends in real life but this dosent mean im not going disaper from the face of the earth some of you still have me on skype but no offence adisc is a support comuinty i dont see it the same way where is the care to your fellow menbers. i am not talking about all of you just some people and i am ashemed it has come to this. but i have everything i need in my life now. and yes if you think im some depresed person no your wrong. i have mental probloms and you do not have any right to bully people you can do it on the internet but you wont do it to you family and friend face to face if you do i wish i can help you but lets face the fact no point of helping people who dont want to help them selfs. i have now wrote something today how i can express my fealings when im upset but it is not allways the way i fell just at the worst of times.
Sometimes you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can screams and curse until your throat rebels and ruputures. you can pray all you want, to whatever god you think willlistenand still, it makes no difrence. It goes on, with no sighn as to when it might release you. And younevere Know that if it ever did relent. it would not be becouse it cared.
now people please understand im only human like everyone else here and i really do care about all of you but my best friend who knows this side about me and others think that you are treating me this badley then it aint much of a friedly comuinty. cant you see you are all nice people i try so why dont all of you try i dont really mind if anyone replys to what i have said but if this fealing of nagtivty i will be closing my acout by chrismas. for now im going be on babyfur.me at least much more effort is put in by the menbers. i just wish the best for all of you.
and if you ask who i am my name is alban im 17 years old and i have learnt that life is valuble. so hold on to everything you love you nevere now you might wake up tomrow and lose it all and wake up the next day to be on top of the world.