I'm so darn mad at myself. I'm too shy and i cant help it. Ive been trying to get into some RPs, so far the count is 4. 4 RPs that I've been interested in, and my shyness screwed me over. three of which had open sign up space, and i was to shy to attempt to join. they filled up and i lost my chance, the most recent one, i saw it, was interested, got scared, waited a day or so and decided to send the character sheet, only to find out the spot was taken already. what is wrong with me, my own shyness preventing me from doing what i love.