I uses to love plushies when I was growing up, I had a bunch. I saves all of them, gave a few of the ones I didn't care about so much to my boyfriends kid, and the rest are boxed up at my moms house. I'd really love one to cuddle at night when I go to bed before my bf, but he doesn't really get the whole abdl thing. He knows I like diapers, but he doesn't really know the full scope of it, and he doesn't know that I've been secretly sleeping with a pacifier for a month. But a plushie is much harder to hide than a pacifier. Also I can't exactly go get one from my parents house so I would have to buy one. Just not sure how to approach this whole thing? I have only begun to explore my abdl side and I want my boyfriend to be supportive but I also don't want him to deal with anything he might be uncomfortable with. I hide my diapers and my paci. As far as he knows its just a strange fetish but not one I actively explore. Any advice?