Okay, so I've been doing some soul searching, trying to figure this all out, decide what I'm for/against etc, asking lots of questions, and ultimately trying to figure out why, if its good/bad/whatever.
I named a site, and asked for some comments on it, and the thread was deleted
I wont rename the site, however its a UK one, and seems to be hosting some ab/dl related stories, some/many of which used to be hosted on a different site, which shall most definately not be named, which some of us may have been exposed to when we first decided to ask the internet if it had any idea why we as non-infants were, or felt the need to wear diapers/fool around with baby paraphinalia.
Was kinda interested in peoples views on this, since I'm starting to form the opinion, that its not cool for people to leave what many would consider and label as "perverted fantasies about underaged kids, involving diapers" laying around on the internet, often in places where they might be found by underage kids/young adults. Especially seeing how it seems that they were indeed found by many of us when we were younger, and continue to be found right now. Personally I'd like to see such stuff taken permanently offline.
Now I was considering the effect of this, on various groups of people, and running it by a very understanding/supportive non ab/dl friend of mine, who I wound up telling after they mentioned an experiment they once did with a towel, felt unsure, and didn't do it again. Without having internet access to look up such things, and reached the following possible theory, which is that obviously we all experiment when we're younger, and nowadays its possible to ask the internet before we do somthing.
I'm just trying to work out if its really that good an idea for such stuff to be out there, or ultimately even for this place to exist as openly as it does, providing support, and perhaps even at a stretch encouragement of experiments, which have the potential to develop into a life long paraphilia, which due to its taboo nature, and associated stress/anxiety, which has been experienced by many, if not all of us at some point, might quantify as a mental disorder, which is usually somthing one would wish to avoid.
Just some musings really, and I'm still trying to work out my own position, having looked at all this from the inside for quite some time. But I'm starting to wonder if perhaps it might be cool to take some of it down, in the hope of protecting a few as yet anonymous kids of the future, who might get curious, from becoming drawn into some kind of fantasy normalization of somthing that is actually pretty out there strange, and ultimately suffering from some of the negative/guilt related aspects of the ab/dl lifestyle, along with all the upset and trauma of possible negative reactions from friends/loved ones.
There's also the guilt that lots of us feel, which I think might be a natural reaction of our conciousness trying to help us not repeat something that might not have been such a good idea in the first place.
*hates to be cynical*
What does everyone else think?