Well, I met a girl and it has taken a confusing turn. She is obviously somewhat interested in me but her intentions are odd. She is a devout catholic and the virtual embodiment of wholesomeness and innocence. I am the opposite, and I am also a Deist. She is intent on converting me and "saving my soul".
I feel Kind of evil because there is a part of me that wants to convert her and destroy her faith, as much as she wants to convert me. I shudder at the idea of harming her like that, but every part of me wants to just rip her faith to shreds every time she brings it up. I am a shark and I smell blood in the water.
I don't want to do that to her. I like her for how sweet she is and I think her faith gives her that. In some twisted way I think we are mutually attracted to one another because we are both intent on changing each other. It is the kind of love and admiration the immoveable object has for the unstoppable force.
can anyone offer some kind of advice?