Sooo My gf and I dated for a little over a year and broke up about 3 months ago. She was the first girl to change me and interact with my AB side. She said she was ok with it as I told her before the relationship got too serious but she didnt want it to be an all the time thing, understandable! However weve kept contact since the break up and we both still have strong feeling but she strait up treats me like $@?! sometimes, and isnt very supportive of my other passions in life. I just dont know what to do. I mean if I lose her then I run a risk of another girl freaking out when I spill the ABDL beans and her telling everyone I know. My most recent ex said she would take it to the grave and thus far I believe she means it. Im really torn up over this and she really means alot to me. My friends say to stop seeing her but they don't know about the ABDL thing (they have only heard a different ex's "rumors" about it) and how difficult dating can be with it. I truly love her but shes the one that left me. I just dont know what to do. Im so distraught, any advice would be greatly appreciated.