well, this a very tense moment me..... this is the 1st time i have EVER decided to talk to about this!
ok, intro 1st.
Hi! i am male, 26, from the UK.
i am very interested in music and have been since was around 12 and picked up my 1st record! then I decided that this is what i wanted to o with my life so i started to build up my collection and then moved to CD when i purchased my 1st pair of CD decks. Now i DJ in my spare time and have played in many clubs. This makes me happy and i LOVE doing it more than anything!
ok, back to the reason why i am here.... the 1st time I experienced the enjoyment of a nappy/diaper was when i was about 8 or 9 yrs old. i was at home and with some family round and we had some nappies lying around that belonged to some family member. When no one was around, I went to the cupboard and stole one. i took it the bathroom and stuck it on and .....OMG! what a feeling!! i was in there for about 20 mins wearing it.... then, my older brother (15 at the time) walked into the bathroom, looking for me, and yes, he saw it!!!! At this point, i had to take it off as fast as i could and hide it, then i had to go down stairs to the rest of the family and face the music.... to my surprise, my older brother had not said a word to anybody about what he had just seen, and the age of 15, he would have see the ''wired'' side of what he saw. To this day, he has not said nor hinted about what he saw that day, i think he might have forgot about it now. After that awful feeling of dread from that day, i did not touch another one untill i was about 21, again, i managed to get my hands one that was in the cupboard (that we keep for other family members, just in case) this time, the house was empty!! the perfect play ground! i ran up stair with such excitement, remembering that unforgettable feeling that i experienced 11 years before hand..... and yes..... just as i hoped, it was just like it was before! After sitting around and lying in bed for the last 3 hours, i knew i was getting strapped for time and had to end the feeling that i longed for, after all though's years.
since that day, that comforting feeling of security and relaxation, it keeps playing on my mind...
thats what brought me here!
so, now thats the hardest part done.
I am looking forward to chatting with ppl that have the same 'wiredness' that i have! after thinking all these years, i was on my own and i was strange for feeling the way i do! :s
thanks for reading!