I have not been lurking as I have not been on my computer of late as too much to do in my life. I am renovating the house and garden after which I relax in front of the television.
However, I very much enjoy wearing and using my nappies as intended, in fact, I like all kinds of incontinence wear. I only use nappies occasionally -mostly indoors but sometimes outdoors- when I am in that state of mind. I started wearing nappies again when I was eight as I enjoyed the sensation of doing my business in my pants or bizzing for short. That was the term they used in the sixties where I lived. I also wet my bed; I would either dream I was going to the toilet and wake as I started to wee or just wake weeing; I did not bother to stop but just continued till my bladder was empty.
Ironically, I stopped weeing and bizzing myself for about nine years and thought no more of it until I got I.B.S. (irritable bowel syndrome) which I found very depressing as I had no control over the situation. I had to buy incontinence products which came from an excellent company called P&S Services (in the UK). I eventually ended up in hospital where I wore disposable nappies. I did not feel embarrassed because it was a genuine medical condition and it brought back pleasant memories. The condition improved but I was hooked again and thats when I looked on the net and found this group and others.