Hi there, I'm a long time reader but newly registered member. I think one of my best characteristic is that I am easy going. Having a less run-of-the-mill fetish has moulded my personality to be a little more understanding of those that are considered 'different' by society.
Iíve been attracted to diapers and regressing to a baby since around the ages of 6-8. Since then Iíve gone through it all. Starting with looking frantically through old boxes for an old pacifier. Wearing 6-7 layers of underwear for that Ďdiaperí feel. Using pillowcase plus safety-pins. Moving to stealing diapers/pull-ups from younger cousins. Finding old sheets and fashioning them into a diaper. Using a plastic bag with leg-holes cut out plus elastic bands. Finally getting the courage to buy at a pharmacy, but then being super disappointed that it wasnít babyish enough (wetness indicator, cloth backing etc). Ordering online for large, thick institutional ones and real plastic pants. Purchasing a NUK 5 pacifier and bottle. During all this time keeping it all secret in a box in my closet. The most recent part to this 20 year story is telling my wife. This is where ADISC comes in and why I am here. I explained to her my entire story with diapers and with the help of the forum she was able to better understand this part of me.
I work daily with computers (tech-support and programmer roles) and I'm really into board games, science-fiction and television shows. My passion is teaching others because I find it the best way to fully understand a subject.
I came to terms with my ABDL fetish ages ago (Iíve never had a purge, indulge cycle) but have never interacted or included anyone. I had the internet quite early, maybe around Ď95-í96 and I discovered sites like DPF early on. The boards there scared me off and I thought I would forever have to keep this side of my persona hidden from the world. I just recently told my wife everything, from start to finish my history of diapers. Fortunately sheís been incredibly understanding and with the help of sites like ADISC sheís even willing to indulge me in my fetish. Because of this positive experience, Iíve decided to join ADISC to try help those that are going through what I did. Keeping it inside for so long did have an effect on me, the last few weeks have been some of the best in a long, long time. Just sharing on-line what you are feeling, to like minded people, will make a world of difference. I would like to give tips to those that are having a hard time and to help those that are having difficulty accepting themselves. Iím also looking to make some on-line friends in the community that are like me. Easy-going and down to earth. I get the feeling that these people frequent ADISC.
I hope this intro fits into the rules. Welcome any questions. Look forward to making new friends. Iíve got a lot to post about. Some of my current ideas include : where did my fetish come from, bullying and telling your significant other.
Have a great day everyone. Just writing this post has made me feel that little bit better!