I have thought about posting this for a few days but was not sure I really wanted to, but here goes.
I have very regressive attributes about my little side. When I was very young I would often play baby. Looking back this is when I would regress, usually involving diapers of course.
Like many others the diapers have become an escape and a way for me to cope with the stress of normal life. For several years this helped me to maintain balance in my life.
I find that I can not effectively regress without diapers although there have been a couple of times that I have been able to in the past. I currently have no diapers and little, if any, privacy. So openly regressing or playing baby is just not going to happen. I have a couple of pairs of footie sleepers, they help a little, and I have a pacifier that helps for very short periods of time.
I have been without diapers before but my stress levels have reached what feels to be dangerous levels. I am not suicidal or anything but I am feeling depressed. I have been able to manage my stressors by engaging in work, but there is little work these days. This coupled with diapers and baby time is what has kept me balanced through the worst for nearly 10 years. Part of the issue is a lack of money, the obvious privacy issue, etc.
Anyone out there have any suggestions that might help, even just a little?