I'm working up the courage to try my first diaper, and I feel drawn to goodnites despite the mixed reviews. I want to get the free sample, as its not easy for me to get to a store alone (my bf uses my car for work). The problem is that I live with my bf and roommate who don't know about me being a DL yet. I'm mainly worried that my bf will open the package before I get to it, or be super curious about what's in it. I saw the unwrapping video and the box seemed discreet enough but I'm still not sure. Do you think it would be worth the risk?